I was going to leave an anonymous message so you wouldn't think of me as a creep but that's not an option on here so here goes:
Your post about wanting to be happy (pretend you don't know me and this will probably sound better. oh, and you don't have to post this.);
You deserve to be happy. You're a lovely human being and I've seen you down so many times in the short time that I've known you. I understand that saying I want to see you happy as well will not change a blasted thing for you but I feel the need to say it. I miss your guts. In that friendly kind of way. I wish you the best of luck in everything and I don't believe I ever got the chance to tell you how much I appreciated my time with you. You made me very happy and I don't know if I did the same for you but I guess what I'm trying to say is this: I hope you find happiness soon because I'm sick of seeing you hurt. And I mean that because I care about you.
Thank you very much Rachel, these words mean a lot to me and i really appreciate it. I’m definitely working on the happy thing too haha it’s just a long and difficult road to get there when a lot of obstacles are in the way. But again, thank you.